12'o clock..!!

The clock ticks..
And its 26th..!!


U'll be busy answering those phone CALLS,
and i'm getting crazy writting on the WALLS..!!

  "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

I wish I could wish you..
but it can't be that way..
I wish i could be with you..
but there's no possible way..


And how can I forget that HUMILIATION..!!
The way you ended our RELATION..!!


Its feeling too odd this time we are not TOGETHER,
I remember the day you promised me FOREVER..
Forever could be so short and turn into NEVER..!!!
Its paining so hard I can't hear you EVER..!!

But how can I forget all your LIES..!!

You left me alone with tears in my eyes..!!

I don't want to shed any TEAR..
you know you are so DEAR..!!
I wish all happiness comes your WAY..
I wish you have your best DAY..!!


I have only one thing to say.
I still "LOVE YOU" the same way..!!

WISH..!!

I wish you were never gone,,

I wish I was never ALONE..!!

I wish my wish doesn't go in vain,,

I wish you could realize my PAIN..!!

But all i can do is just WISH..!!

Just wish so that you come back,,

Just wish which can fill the GAP..!!

Just wish someday you will realize,,

Just wish you regret your LIES..!!

No Words !!!

           

Alone..!!

You think I am happy,

you think as I don't care..

Whats inside me nobody sees and nobody cares..!!

Every night I cry alone..every night I fight alone..

with my thought and memories I survive alone..!!

Everyone has their own complaints,

but no one bothers how deep is my pain..

Whats the meaning of calling you friend,

if you don't understand..!!

Dead soul..!!

I want to kick you, out of my mind..                                  

Like you kicked me, out of your life..!!

I don't want to think about you, but,

I want you to know how hard it hurts..

Thinking about those years I spent with you,
I wonder if I ever meant something to you.!!

From the first day I met you,

I fell so deep in love with you.

But you always told me lies,

and you ruined my whole life.!!

And now that, I know you lied,

Soul inside me has died..!!

!!!

Every day i fight with my worries..

Each day i survive with my memories..

The nights which i use to love the most;

Those nights now scare me like ghost..!!

Every night when I go to bed;

I try to sleep with my eyes red..!!

Thoughts of you makes me dead..

It feels like storm in my head..!!

M not that STRONG..!!!!

Now cannot survive this life so long

Tired of pretending i ain't that strong

Everything in life is going all wrong

I hate everything I hate that love song

I can't live without you

I can't take this anymore

Even in crowd of millions I feel all alone

I still can't believe from my life you are gone

Everyday you use to text me when I wake up in the dawn

I miss your laugh I miss your eyes

I miss your voice I miss your lies

!!

THE...EMOTIONAL SIDE OF ME..!!!!!

No one knws wat is going to happen in their lives,, But i oz having no idea i will change this much... I never knew i will ever be able to write emotional stuff...

It is said that love invokes the emotions in one but i think its the pain of love which invokes the emotions in you.... U never knw wat actully love is until u have been hurt in LOVE...

coming to the point i don't knw when this kiddo turned Poet..!!!

this oz vry shocking for me... But m loving it... I don't knw how words come in my mind n somehow makes sense..!!! hehe....   

M not that perfect but not that bad too....

                                 

Presenting my first poem 

This feeling so Pure 

I never felt it before

The way you look at me,,

it force me to love you even more!!

your magical eyes steal my heart from me..

I love the way you look at me..

you can see in my eyes my whole world..

what you are to me can't be explained 

coz there is no such WORD..!!

I love the way you hold my HAND..

together forever like tied with a BAND..

I can feel the love that flows from you to me.

there is no such feeling in this world

that i feel when you are with me..

I love the way you HUG me..!!!

it brings me close to your heart 

that belongs to me....!!

I can't feel the wind blowing 

or summer heat..

because m so lost in the music of your 

HEART BEAT..!!

Love hurts... Friendship heals..!!!!

how ridiculous..!!! how can one just use you n then just kick you off after that.... I HATEEEE liars..!!! n those people who play with ur life.....
i really "HATE" this "LOVE" thing...... well all this m saying cuz one of my best frn just tried to suicide cuz a guy ditched him...so stupid she is... but yeah after 2 years relation if u get to knw the guy is 2 timing,,, u'll definatly b shocked or broken..bt "SUICIDE"..!! this is not any solution.....well it is difficult to get out of it bt this is the only choice one have.... my own experiences relating to love or say "guys" is horrible...

seriously i do want someone to prove this to me... but anyways lets get back to the point "GUYS" I don't knw if they ever are serious in these relationships...... i mean how can they spend so many years,,months,,days,,hours,,minutes,, n then ditch someone,, i wonder if they have heart...or its made of stone... but seriously guys,, just think before once i mean u too have sisters... today if u r being loved by someone don't forget someday u too will love.... this post is specialy for those guys who play with girls use n then throw n yeah for one who ditched my frnd...

today m feeling very bad feel like killing that guy....
n for every girl don't love whoever proposes u..cuz u r a princess to ur sweet parents n they will bring u a perfect prince...
n its always better to be with "NO ONE" than to be with "WRONG ONE"

Alone in a CROWD...!!!!

Sumtimes it happens when u feel u are so alone left with nobody.... there are many people around u bt,, still u feel so alone.. today m feeling exactly like this like smthng is missing or smthng is wrong don't knw wat this feeling is but very difficult to explain..... jus feeling like aagggrrhhhh..!!!!!! dnt knw wat exactly wat this feeling is about..

just want to fly n feel free i feel so burdened like in chains..... huh.."there is strom in my head n it will soon rain on my bed"... "OMG...!!!!" wats all this happening....
well,, seriously want some peace....want to go to some place where am all alone with my thoughts..n my lonliness....       

a place where evrything is so calm n pleasing smthng similar to heaven or smthng like deep under the water or so high in the sky.... 
hmm...don't hw to escape from all this feeling like m WASTED away......
GUD BYE...!!!