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Every day i fight with my worries..

Each day i survive with my memories..

The nights which i use to love the most;

Those nights now scare me like ghost..!!

Every night when I go to bed;

I try to sleep with my eyes red..!!

Thoughts of you makes me dead..

It feels like storm in my head..!!

M not that STRONG..!!!!

Now cannot survive this life so long

Tired of pretending i ain't that strong

Everything in life is going all wrong

I hate everything I hate that love song

I can't live without you

I can't take this anymore

Even in crowd of millions I feel all alone

I still can't believe from my life you are gone

Everyday you use to text me when I wake up in the dawn

I miss your laugh I miss your eyes

I miss your voice I miss your lies

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THE...EMOTIONAL SIDE OF ME..!!!!!

No one knws wat is going to happen in their lives,, But i oz having no idea i will change this much... I never knew i will ever be able to write emotional stuff...

It is said that love invokes the emotions in one but i think its the pain of love which invokes the emotions in you.... U never knw wat actully love is until u have been hurt in LOVE...

coming to the point i don't knw when this kiddo turned Poet..!!!

this oz vry shocking for me... But m loving it... I don't knw how words come in my mind n somehow makes sense..!!! hehe....   

M not that perfect but not that bad too....

                                 

Presenting my first poem 

This feeling so Pure 

I never felt it before

The way you look at me,,

it force me to love you even more!!

your magical eyes steal my heart from me..

I love the way you look at me..

you can see in my eyes my whole world..

what you are to me can't be explained 

coz there is no such WORD..!!

I love the way you hold my HAND..

together forever like tied with a BAND..

I can feel the love that flows from you to me.

there is no such feeling in this world

that i feel when you are with me..

I love the way you HUG me..!!!

it brings me close to your heart 

that belongs to me....!!

I can't feel the wind blowing 

or summer heat..

because m so lost in the music of your 

HEART BEAT..!!

Love hurts... Friendship heals..!!!!

how ridiculous..!!! how can one just use you n then just kick you off after that.... I HATEEEE liars..!!! n those people who play with ur life.....
i really "HATE" this "LOVE" thing...... well all this m saying cuz one of my best frn just tried to suicide cuz a guy ditched him...so stupid she is... but yeah after 2 years relation if u get to knw the guy is 2 timing,,, u'll definatly b shocked or broken..bt "SUICIDE"..!! this is not any solution.....well it is difficult to get out of it bt this is the only choice one have.... my own experiences relating to love or say "guys" is horrible...

seriously i do want someone to prove this to me... but anyways lets get back to the point "GUYS" I don't knw if they ever are serious in these relationships...... i mean how can they spend so many years,,months,,days,,hours,,minutes,, n then ditch someone,, i wonder if they have heart...or its made of stone... but seriously guys,, just think before once i mean u too have sisters... today if u r being loved by someone don't forget someday u too will love.... this post is specialy for those guys who play with girls use n then throw n yeah for one who ditched my frnd...

today m feeling very bad feel like killing that guy....
n for every girl don't love whoever proposes u..cuz u r a princess to ur sweet parents n they will bring u a perfect prince...
n its always better to be with "NO ONE" than to be with "WRONG ONE"

Alone in a CROWD...!!!!

Sumtimes it happens when u feel u are so alone left with nobody.... there are many people around u bt,, still u feel so alone.. today m feeling exactly like this like smthng is missing or smthng is wrong don't knw wat this feeling is but very difficult to explain..... jus feeling like aagggrrhhhh..!!!!!! dnt knw wat exactly wat this feeling is about..

just want to fly n feel free i feel so burdened like in chains..... huh.."there is strom in my head n it will soon rain on my bed"... "OMG...!!!!" wats all this happening....
well,, seriously want some peace....want to go to some place where am all alone with my thoughts..n my lonliness....       

a place where evrything is so calm n pleasing smthng similar to heaven or smthng like deep under the water or so high in the sky.... 
hmm...don't hw to escape from all this feeling like m WASTED away......
GUD BYE...!!!

strawberry....

hey...once again welcm to my world..,,today m gonna reveal the mystry behind this "STRAWBERRY" hehe..mystry is very big word well nthng lyk dat..

  one i love strawberries...yumm .n second reason is my sister is named  "CHERRY" n i olwyz have issues with my parents y they did'nt named me  tew after sm fruit name or somthing dat sounds sweet...so i myself named me strawberry lolzz...sounds funny no..???

but i guess its a perfect name for  me...suits  me well but thats wat i think....as its my world everything will be according to me hmm...

oppsie....!!! getting late....toodles... 

I,, me n myself...!!!

hmm..welcome to my WORLD well... dnt knw hw to start so i begin wid me... m very usual,, girl next door

Love hanging out..havin fun,, masti  all the tym n  smtyms drama..thats the style i live my life..wat sucks in  lyf  is scul,,, studies,,n rules following dere after..Rules are meant to be trashed..Surviving out al dis..Its mee..Friends are very precious to me..Fr 'em I'm always there to..help in any situation...i love to make people smile nothing gives more happiness then making people smile.... i hate people lying m a lover of loyalty..a lover of beauty,Fashion.. & inTelligence..! most of the time i behave kiddish bt yeah dats ME I live in mY owN wrLd of mY dREamzz...My imagination..! i hate gossipin n people who do.. i just live my life my own way.....